productive? I think not.

(Written December 28, 2009)

So I was really productive today and managed the following

1. Grocery shopping.  Well, It started out as an attempt to go grocery shopping and just ended up in a milk, eggs, and pregnancy test run. The smells were way to much for me to handle and I got out of there as fast as I could.
2. I put a load of whites in the washer.
3. I drove to Pizza Hut to pick up dinner.

Really, that's all I did today. Not to mention that Kyle gave me 4 hours alone without the kids. But I did nothing except sit on the couch, sit in bed, and gag over the toilet.
Ugh.

I took a test. The line was ever so faint, but it said I was pregnant.

I'm really confused. I don't know how it's possible, but that's what it says so we'll go with the idea that being so sick is a good sign.

But what about the timing?

So assuming I am about 6 weeks along, I am due the twenty-something of August.  Not October. Which, it's great thinking that I'll be able to be in charge of my class reunion....but I can't but help feel a little whiny. Who wants to be like 6 weeks post-baby at their ten-year reunion?  Ugh. Well,  that will for sure keep me motivated to keep growing out the hair. You know, to elongate the chubby face and all.....

I know I wanted this.

I really did.

It's just hard to be so excited when you feel like such a slouch.
....and so sick....

ecccchhhhh.

I'm calling the doctor tomorrow for some Zofran STAT.
in the mean time, I better go put that load of laundry in the dryer....